Its way past midnight... A time when being broke and running out of food supplies, along with our king-sized ego not to borrow has made me quite different and quite out of sync.
Mood swings, beedis and powdered milk...one meal a day (at night) along with lots of tea, coffee and glucose biscuits.
did i work or try at least...???
Bloody yes i did...worked to the bone. but haven't received anything that would say i worked... i would love to blame the state i am in right now to that. but i cannot. i let it happen. i let the chance go by. today i try to make amends...nuthing happens.
suddenly it feels like i have finally arrived at mumbai trying to make ends meet.
Surely i must not have been thinking...
If we werea couple happening...
But i never think when its emotion
that blurrs my mind from the worldly commotion.
the education was growing stronger...
And guess it would go longer...
Never did i realise that it would be different
and thoughts would get harder to vent.
where is this life that we all dream of. Lost in the wilderness. of course i chose the road to travel and am looking for clues to the end. but this road's got more distractions than perceived. help me great one to be able to think straight, undistracted and focussed to one goal.
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