Break on through

Well, its been a sometime since i came here. and really coming to think of it i really don't know what to post. No more drive... want to write something but don't know what... i think its time to complete things that i have in my mind... its driving me nuts am not getting any younger and my stagnant life with the numerous pages of concepts scripts stories just stare me in the face knowing too well that its not anytime that they can see fruition into crispy notes... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
sometimes i wish i didn't take that turn. maybe i would have been sitting behind a desk working some numbers... not that there is anything wrong with that. but i chose not to and now i wish i had a little more to spend. days like this pulls me down. I have little lucy to think of. i got a few scripts that need pitching. i got a few documentaries to make and meeting to go... there are lots of possibilities for the future but thats what its been for sometime now. so i have not been posting which is driving me madder.
i started writing on something but stopped. why do things like this happen. you start looking for that perfect post, the perfect film, the perfect reply, the perfect pitch... but you always land short and that drives us nuts...
what do i do??? wwwwhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tttttoooooooooooooo dooooooooooooo??? help