Not long ago, I nearly packed up, wrapped up and planned a leave. I had been moving in concentric circles, not reaching anymore. The attitude made it worse. Nothing seemed like it was working and nothing would have worked, cos in me, just within me, i had already made it so.
I walked straight, I walked head held high, I walked towards the good and stretched out my hand. Nothing to hold.
Like swimming in the dark and you reach out to hold the edge of the swimming pool, when you were actually swimming in the ocean. There's nothing to hold on to and you're still trying to grab. grasp. hold.
And then i discovered beauty. Matchless to anything on Earth. Sublime. Pure. Sweet. Evil. Wet. Everything that the world keeps you away from. At a dingy corner of a parking lot i was popping in some bubble gum and blowing hard to stretch my imagination to a level of unconscious consciousness of ethereal thoughts of mind games. The wilderness was nigh and I didn't have to do anything about it.
Life has changed, with just half a bottle of water and a sugar cube. Beauty unsurpassed. Sounds that are so elvish and pure, you'd believe fairies holding on to you, cuddling and whispering 'you're safe now, everything's gonna be fine.' The lights seemed...seemed. no source. not even the sun. Just a heavenly ray to lift you high and suspend you. The ancestors and teachers and the power of the IS holding on to you... suspending you taking you higher than the reach of the meanest dragon and troll. Peace, Love, Ease, Beauty and Safe. At ease.
12 hours and the bubble popped. My life has changed.
2 comments:
But wats the beauty that u discovered???
Hmmm... intresting.. So quite a bit of turbulence happening eh?
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