Today is the 20th of Oct and every year the same time i keep reminding myself that life and time have stopped and the natural course of aging really applies to the rest of the world and not me. Well seems great to know of something like that but really NOT TRUE. so today i enter my 3 decade of life and though i would have thought that the heavens would break open, the sound of thunder would roll down the horizon and a maiden in pure white silks would hand me my award as the 3rd decade. Well to start of with... i woke up wondering which side of the bed do i get off. I see my lovely lady next to me and was happy to note that I wasn't dreaming and that I might actually be awake. I turn on my cell phone... as has been that I always turn off my cell phone at night on the 19th and turn it on only in the morning... and i see messages from dear ones. Well thank you everyone i am still alive and raring for the day... i see myself in the mirror and then i notice how much my hair has grayed over the years. Maybe i am growing older and soon much sooner than we all know it will be all over, the inevitable.
That should sadden but really... No. I suddenly feel a fervor for life... so we all end up dead. and what will keep us alive is what we do. Not for ourselves and selfishly but what we do for others. I really never got the meaning of Karma, Nam myoho renge kyo, responsibility or accountability... why so much to explain something that we are all so truly born with but so truly forget. I really don't know whats true now but what the heck... create for you a reality... :P
Its like all these years we had been wearing our eyes over our eyelids. not seeing but definitely looking. We got our ears trained but not listening. The whole world has already been created for us.. or thats what we would believe when we are looking and hearing... but just a fetch of the moondust that we have so protected ourselves from... and a sprinkle of that in your eyes things become clear... that there really isn't anything but what has been created... uncreate yourself... die and be born again if you really want to see the wonders that is in store... right now as long as you have an identity and you believe... you have no chance of seeing what i see... and yet what i see is just a fraction of whats really in store...
peace to all... my life just got better.
